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Once Upon A Dream..
Created on 2008-01-09 03:02:17 (#14632359), last updated 2009-04-06
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Basic Info| Name: | darlz14 |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 10-14 |
| Location: | London, United Kingdom |
Biowell I think i have had an eating disorder since i was 13... basically i'm ALWAYS really paranoid about food, and its all I ever think about. I have been constantly fighting my disorders for a long time. I have had anorexia nervosa, bulimia nervosa, and ortharexia. I hate that I binge and purge sometimes, and I think that is the worst part of it but its all I ever think about when I over do it. I love the feeling of feelin empty and not having any food inside me, it makes me feel strong and controlled, while everything else seems to be a shambles. So that is me... and my life of the debate with food. I want to be able to stop thinking about it, but its all i think about 24/7. I have also taken up the very unattractive hobby of smoking, which i sometimes substitute for food -- yeh i know -- not good! ah well
need some help because I'm still not down to my ideal weight and I REALLY REALLY want to get there. On loswertown it says that i can be at my goal weight by like april.... fingers crossed!!! xx
need some help because I'm still not down to my ideal weight and I REALLY REALLY want to get there. On loswertown it says that i can be at my goal weight by like april.... fingers crossed!!! xx
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